Its Hard To Be An Attention Craving Fan

I am an attention whore, and we all know it.

Unfortunetly there's few people in the universe who's attention I crave for the most, will never notice me.

That's the worst part about being a fan.

That the one human for whom you live for, doesn't know you exist, and possibly never will.

Its not like it isthe Jonas Brothers who I wish would notice me, not at all, its people like William Beckett, or Daniel Hunter, Travis Clark orGabe Saporta.

And honestly, those aren't the biggest names EVER.

But I still suffer the disease of the obsessive and unnoticed fan.

Its hard, to be there, and to still be so invisible.

Being a fan, is fucking hell.

Thanks for not noticing I stand here, in the rain, in hopes to catch a gimpse, a wave, or a smile.

Thanks a lot.